Everything

Someone might think that I think too much and do too little and might even be right about that. Then again I shouldn’t care too much about what “someone” thinks, albeit how much will I care depends on who that someone is and how much value does he or she represents in my life (or how much does he or she mean to me). But I’m over-thinking it again perhaps. ;)

It is true though that I have a sort of a compulsion to get clean on certain topics before I proceed with some others. The ultimate of this, one which I easily gravitate towards, is to get clean on everything - everything that anyhow relates to my life - to just think it all through, decide on a conclusion and then draw my moves from there.

This thinking things through, especially if lack of concentration creeps in, can take a while. I feel, however, that when I blog about one of those topics it accelerates the process. Writing seems to boost thinking and publishing the final result for whomever is reading, even if it’s nobody, somehow seems to give me a psychological seal of completeness, making it easier to move on with something new. It’s like making a commitment saying this is what I think now and that’s done, it’s out.. and now I can begin exploring further.

When I say “everything” here I mean everything that should ever be relevant to me and my life. Everything includes the reality outside of me and the reality of me. The outside reality includes everything that I ever encountered in my life, everything that I am encountering right now and everything that I will encounter in the future. Reality of me includes everything that I was, everything that I am and everything that I want to be, with an emphasis on what I am because this is where the “game” starts. This is the perspective from which I am looking.

What I learned so far about reality of everything:

1. Everything in reality, including myself, is in fact more than anything a process. As time passes there is a process going on that keeps moleculs together which in turn form materials and everything else, including us.

2. These processes are always actions and reactions. It doesn’t take long to conclude that my life is a process as well and that every act I undertake will have an inescapable reaction, a consequence.

3. Everything is consisted of fundamentals, including the fundamentals themselves (fundamentals of fundamentals). Subatomic particles make up an atom which make up moleculs which make up materials which make up objects etc. The way this works is by the rule of universal commonalities (yes I just made that term up). If something is common to everything then it is considered a fundamental. If every physical thing is consisted of atoms and moleculs then they are fundamental to all physical things. If a certain idea is common to all concepts and philosophies observed then those philosophies have that as their fundamental idea. And so on.

4. I own myself and am the dictator of my life. I get to decide on every single next move that I can possibly make consciously. I control my actions totally.

5. The more conscious I am about the reality of me and reality outside of me the more control I will have over my life. The more I truly know myself and the reality outside of myself the better equipped I am to make the right judgments of consequences I expect of certain actions, before I undertake them.

6. As perfect as life can get is when you arrange all your actions in exactly such way that will bring exactly the consequences you desire, and when you have a high (near to 100%) rate of correct predictions of consequences. You don’t need to be psychic for this, just very very aware of the processes that are going on around everything that relates to every act you are making. If you have all the facts you just have to connect the dots to see what should a particular action lead you to.

7. Emotions are a signal making me know whether I am on the right track or not, unless misinterpreted (which is another skill to master). Basically, emotions can tell me if I really love what I’m currently doing and if I really like the consequences that I earned by my actions. I have to have these signals in order to be able to truly guide my life in the direction I want to - towards being more wealthy, more positively influential and more happy.

Now… it’s easier said than done. :)

Knowing self is a pretty advanced skill. I’m not sure what’s harder, getting to know oneself or getting to know the reality of everything around oneself. :)

At least the journey doesn’t ever have to stop. I should make it into a habit to research, read and then explore more regularly.

Cheers

The Process of Thinking

There is so much stuff to read, both pro and against my current worldview and there is so much to evaluate based on this worldview from my business activities to my advocacy. In addition, there are all these still not entirely honed out and contextualized concepts and ideas floating around, such as those presented here for example.

So I’m compelled to evaluate the foundational process by which I should be addressing these issues, the process of thinking, from which all else follows. I think that for a being that is alive, self-aware, intelligent and capable of thinking and deciding everything in the universe starts with “him” or “her” or “me” - an individual. Only through your own eyes can you begin to see, or through your own ears to hear. Only through your own senses can you start sensing the reality around you and only through your own thinking can you process this information. There is no other computer more important than your own mind. We must think for ourselves. I must think for myself. And if conclusions I reach disagree with the beliefs of the majority, that should be of no consequence to my discovery. A scientist with a new discovery will not deny his discovery simply because he is the only one in the world who made it.

So how do we discover? First, you sense, receiving the information from the reality around you. It may come in the form of light, sound, smell, taste and skin sensations. This includes everything, from what we simply feel to what we read (articulated expressions of reality which are fed into our mind). So what is next, once all this raw information comes into our mind what happens? I’d rather say what *should* happen.

So this is the three step process of thinking:

1. Processing new information: Raw information received, mixed with our personality, quickly starts constituting ideas and concepts. Arranging these ideas and concepts into a contextual pattern of some sort results in a paradigm. How do we do this in the most beneficial way?

The rule NO 1: Adopt as truth only those ideas and concepts which are devoid of logical fallacies and contradictions even after you thoroughly tested them by a scientific process.

2. Acting, adapting your circumstances to new ideas and concepts: Those ideas and concepts which you adopted, even perhaps a whole new paradigm, may demand that you rearrange your life to fit. How do we do this?

Rule NO2: Realistically evaluate your real life circumstances and develop a process by which you will adapt them to your new ideas, concepts or paradigm. You’ll likely fail if you just try to force the new way of living upon the old one. There must be a process of adaptation.

3. Consistently and habitually questioning ourselves: There is always a chance that the ideas and concepts we adopted, no matter with how much scrutiny have we initially tested them, contain some logical inconsistencies and contradictions. It may simply happen that we discover something new that challenges the old conceptions. This is why questioning even our current truths is important and should be developed into a habit. How we do that?

Rule NO3: Ask the question “why” all the time in order to maintain a consistently high level of self-awareness. For all significant activities that you undertake ask yourself why are you doing them. Ask yourself why do you believe what you believe? Keep your mind “on its toes”. This way you can hope to avoid the “wrong ideas that always seem right and are never questioned” and therefore allow yourself to evolve efficiently.

I think that successfully adopting this process of thinking can tremendously help increase your chances of success, gaining wealth and influencing positive world change. I did not yet entirely adopted this process but I am trying. It is still something that I was able to formulate only so recently and therefore I still have lots of practicing to do.

But I think that once I do adopt this process, I will feel like nothing can stand in my way, because when you think in a way that increases awareness every problem encountered may already call solutions forming within your mind, as if it was automatic. When you always ask “why” you make all of the circumstances of your life a part of consciousness rather than subconsciousness therefore having so many more “tools” to work with once you encounter a problem that needs fixing.

Nothing can stop a free mind that thinks. Nothing.

Writing everything down

I would like to testify to the power of writing things down - everything, from ideas and observations to the questions that may bother you at any given moment. Opening up your favourite text editor and putting it in there is a great way to empty your mind buffer so that it can be filled with what might be more immediate concerns.

Not every situation is suitable for every topic that your mind stumbles on for which you feel is worth exploring. You may be in school or at your job or simply not in the mood to go into it deeply. So bright ideas, interesting or just troubling questions, a new way of thinking or looking at things - it can all go as easily as it came - unless it is written down. Not only that you bypass the curse of forgetfulness, but you allow yourself to look at the given thought from a different perspective as there is a chance you will not be in the same exact frame of mind when you go back and read what you’ve written.

This could result in anything from dismissing the original thought as bad or simply resolved or actually building on it even further. Writing things down is sort of like communicating with yourself right now and yourself at some point in the future (no matter how close or far it may be). And like every conversation you are bound to eventually discover something new. Yes, even by talking to yourself you can discover new things and enlighten yourself. It induces a productive thought process.

You can have a multitude of files with your notes for various categories that you feel are most distinct from each other. In my case I’d categorize it between workflow stuff as is basically the “todo” file and the exploring stuff which can contain notes of my observations, questions, new ideas all of which can pop into my mind as I read, watch or listen to something or even purposely ponder a topic of some kind - in essence exploring. We are all, to a point, explorers, unless your sense of curiosity is absolutely dead (which I doubt). Even when not doing it intentionally as we go through routines in life, there could be things that catch our attention.

Why they catch our attention? The answer is the reason why we are all explorers: curiosity. What we perceive somehow interacts with the interests currently ingrained in our consciousness or subconsciousness and it triggers a reaction like “I want more of this! What is this? This is cool!” :)

And when that results in a new observation, a question (that you might not be able to intelligently answer right now) or an idea, writing it down is like capturing it at its blissful flyby down your brain’s path-ways. It is also a satisfying experience - you caught it, it is there, it is yours and you will be able to refer to it any time later. A unique thought can be so powerful, it could earn you richness and success in life for all you know. If you write all of your special thoughts down how much closer might you be to becoming a successful person?

Cheers

A business aware social entrepreneur

Expanding on realizations expressed in my previous post, motivated by the fact that I still had some doubts about them, I ultimately came to the following conclusion.

All that I really am and all that I love to be is a business aware social entrepreneur. Business aware because I do not abhor the idea of profits and I believe that they can give me more power to do even more in my social enterprises. And social entrepreneur I am because at the same time as I may be driven by the profit potential I am equally or more driven by the prospect of making a positive change by promoting what I believe to be positive ideals.

To be more specific about what kind of a social entrepreneur I am, I would point to the few really key words: humanism, freedom, evolution, technology and business.

I’ve put these terms in an approximate order of importance. By all means the most important thing is to be as human as possible, knowing yourself and living to your full potential. Then you have to have full freedom to be who you are and respect the same freedom for others. Then we also have to be able to grow and evolve, always explore, always be open minded to change. Technology is one of the ultimate material outcomes of all of the previously mentioned, but it bears special mention that when technology comes after appreciation for humanism and freedom it is less likely to be used for human oppression (anti-freedom uses), which is absolutely crucial to me. And in the end, business, the act of empowering yourself by empowering others.

And these keywords also exactly illustrate my main general interests. It could almost be said that the order in which I’ve put them and the explanation that followed is both an expression of what I believe in and what I AM or ultimately want to BE. I realize there could be many other people who would agree with the above order of things, and even many people who are passionate about exactly the same things, but that’s fine. Just because there is one person who is passionate about, say, programming, doesn’t mean there aren’t thousands more. It is good to be in good company. :)

What led me to these conclusions is the fact that my specific interests tend to vary, which makes it rather difficult for me to pick any one of them and call it that one single thing I love to do most and would be most passionate about. Depending on the day I love both Free Software and electronic music roughly equally. How the heck do I pick any of these two as one single thing I love?

Obviously, I need to find something that is, within me, common to both - and I feel “starting new projects”, which is essentially entrepreneurship to be that. It allows me to pursue various interests which I may be passionate about, yet the most passion I will and usually do get is not perhaps so much from that particular interest as much as from the fact that I am starting something new or even changing something existing into something even better.

When I look back to the history of Libervis.com, my longest standing project so far, I see how often I’ve had the urge to revise it to make it into something new, and I enjoyed that, because the prospect of what could come out of such a change was exciting. It is like always standing on the edge of a new frontier, seeing the beautiful colorfull fog in the distance and wondering what it could be hiding.

All this said, I’ve been reading about purpose and I’ve been reading about goal setting and power of belief. While I am yet to give this further thought, I think my purpose is very well already weaved into my being as a social entrepreneur - to help bring on the world I imagine, the world I’ve seen in Star Trek - human beings living their full lives in freedom, exploring the universe and solving their problems with the power of technology.

The goals I set will be mid-term milestones. By the power of belief, and by setting them as believable, I will be able to achieve them. And another important thing I learned, when I set a particular goal, all my focus should be on it, until I either achieve it or truly realize that it was a wrong goal. But failure will not get a break - every failure carries within it a seed of success, as Napoleon Hill in “Think and Grow Rich” nicely said. There is a reason you failed - by the mere fact you know it now and can therefore learn from it, you are more equipped to succeed next time.

Cheers

I love it.

After a number of “thinking sessions”, compiling a list of skills and interests and then ultimately asking myself what I would love to do that combines those skills and interests and could bring value to people, and that is something I could do continuously.

I came up with a number of answers, none of which seem all that new to me. That fact seems to induce a bit of doubt in whether I really found it, considering that Brian Kim says that “If you feel the slightest doubt that it’s not your passion, then it’s not”. But I’m compelled to doubt him! Hey, my whole life philosophy is revolving around doubting things and continuously exploring rather than accepting something as the absolute final. And Paul Graham would seem to agree that there is no single absolute one-time answer to this question.

That said, between Brian Kim and Paul Graham I choose the balance. I’d say that things I found to be things I love to do most are the things I should pursue (or continue to pursue) in life today, but accepting that as I continue to experience life, things can change, and that’s fine. Even the most successful people shift their occupations. At one point they build something great in one area just to exit and shift to something barely related.

Another reason why I think what I found is fine is that I’m not the case of the majority of audience of Brian’s article - working in a standard day job which they probably hate and looking for a better life. Naturally there will probably be much less room for doubt and much more room for passion when they compare their answer to the life they are living today. It’s different with me. I’m already quite a bit down my road. I don’t have a day job. I already managed to achieve something exactly by pursuing my own interests. The reason I wanted to ask myself again what I love to do is because of a bit of enthusiasm loss I had lately, so I wanted to check whether I’m doing is what I should be doing. Once I discover that I am quite close I don’t expect myself to scream out of happiness, as if I found something new. I expect to merely be reaffirmed and satisfied. And that’s good enough. :)

So the answers I came up with, trying to put them in the order of importance (or how well do I love it):

1. Building new things online: communities, businesses, campaigns, small and big projects - using my multimedia production (music composition plus other uses of creative multimedia software I believe I can master), graphics/web design, community building, diplomacy and marketing skills - pursuing my humanism, freedom, space exploration, futurism and technology interests. This is quite general, but I guess I like stuff that is open ended. Let it be something shiny and new, put a lot of what I know how to do into it to pursue a lot of what I am interested in! :)

2. Writing - as in journalism or blogging. About philosophy, freedom, humanism, space exploration, the future and technology (computers and Free Software mainly).

3. Throwing cool futuristic parties around the ideals of freedom and awareness of the people! Something that I could be more capable of doing when I get my social life in order. :) (now we just have to figure out how to throw a party online!)

4. Offering computer and software use support / help online or offline.

5. Building computers

Well.. lol.

You know, the number 3 is interesting, and perhaps the most new of the answers I found. I guess it’s something that’s been in me for a while but couldn’t exactly pin it down in words. I love electronic music. I absolutely adore it! But combined with lack of good music production tools on GNU/Linux and me generally being busy with other stuff I seem to have lost too much of my “music production” enthusiasm. I don’t say it couldn’t be built up again, but it seems nowadays it is more about playing electronic music than making new tracks, or just mixing it up with something else.. How many times have I envisioned a big party of happy people gathering together in a powerful way to both have fun and point out that we the people still matter, that we are here and that our movement cannot be stopped.

I sometimes have an almost obsession with combining the power that I see in music with the ideals, rather than just letting this power go to waste on, you know, just getting drunk and dance until you collide. Why not channel that energy to something really significant? Why not party for freedom? Party for Freedomware? Party for humanism?!

Now that I’ve asserted that interest I might as well start doing something about it. Maybe at some point I organize the first Libervis. Freedom Party. :)

In the mean time I find it an incredibly cool challenge to figure out how to have a party online! All those empty game arenas come to mind, combined perhaps with an icecast stream. :P We’ll talk about it elsewhere, on one of our beloved Libervis sites. :)

So..

If answers are so similar to what I’ve already been doing, where the hell did the lack of enthusiasm come from? Well, apparently it wasn’t that I was doing something I don’t really love to do, but that I was becoming too unfocused and undirected, and there are various other little psychological deficiencies which didn’t help, like increased lack of positive thinking.

At the beginning when I founded Libervis.com I felt really enthused because I had two goals: make it popular and start making money. The first is because I wanted the site to be recognized as a respectable player in the area in which it operates. I wanted it to make a big difference. Second is merely for financial sustainability. So, latter was achieved, but the former is still a pain in the butt… I mean.. we are somewhat influential, but the ideal I had for it was never reached. I am realizing now that the time I realized that it is fine as it is, that it will never get much more popular and active than it is, was also the time my enthusiasm started dropping.

It seems that what is fueling enthusiasm is ambition, no matter how foolish in some contexts it may be. And interestingly, what I am learning these days is that there is no such thing really as “foolish” ambition. If you believe you can do it then you will find a way to do it.

I guess it’s time to set some impossible goals then. And when I say this I repeatedly have this drive woken up in me that says something in the lines of “OK then, let’s do it, let’s get rid of the clutter first (finish the darn freedomware gamefest, kill off the projects that aren’t going anywhere or just aren’t inspiring much confidence right now), set a goal, or a set of goals that is solid enough to be pinpointed yet flexible enough to allow a level of adaptability - LET’S MAKE LIBERVIS NETWORK *THE* FORCE FOR GOOD.

Ok the thing in caps locked is too general, I know, but whatever it will be it will be a force for good. All positive ambitions are about that. Heck even Bill Gates thought he was doing good… but that’s another topic. My goal is much more diverse than “money and monopoly please!”.

So.. I shall be reading, feeding, thinking and preparing for a new era of libervisco. How fitting that nickname is, as I once again discover just how essential Libervis.com is to my life. Libervis Network which it gave way to literally embodies all that I am and could be.

Love ya all for being with me on that journey! :D

Cheers

Become un-manipulable by discovering yourself!

I tend to be sensitive to stories which describe the few manipulating the many, from a nation to the world at large, for their own agenda. You may otherwise know them as “conspiracy theories”, but I tend to avoid contributing to the proliferation of that term because it is nowadays used merely as a means of discrediting whatever one has to say - truth or not, logical or not.

Ultimately I think I learned, by now, to be more vary of such theories and to be more critical initially, not just after further evaluation - so I don’t fall for it before I’ve actually given it a full analysis and thought. Or perhaps I just grew tired of it as I start believing more in my own personal power and the power of other individuals, to change the world - to spoil whatever plans whichever elite may have for it.

I am beginning to realize that what the masses should be most excited about is not so much the big New World Order scenarios or big political plots as much as their own personal self improvement and empowerment. It is interesting how many times I’ve seen a relation between theories of mass manipulation and simple personal disjointedness of a common western human today: disjointedness from their own very humanity. Since the majority of people apparently fail to find themselves they resort to playing one of the roles made for them by the society they are living in. This is conformism. They conform to the path set for them by the society because they do not know their own way!

I couldn’t hope to explain this as well as Brian Kim can, especially in his article titled “Why So Many People Are In Jobs They Hate”. Because they don’t yet even know what would be a job they love, let alone have the boldness to pursue it! Then they ultimately start to blame the system, the society, because indeed it is the paths society has made for them that they followed and became so unhappy. Intriguing question comes to my mind: Is it any wonder theories of conspiracies are so popular?

I would say that if there is a conspiracy going on, if we are being manipulated, the best way to oppose it might not be to go on the tedious process of ghost chasing, trying to find the truth in a pile of truths - all the movies and articles all claiming to know the truth about the world and its future. The best way to make sure that we are not being manipulated and led like sheep into the world of dystopia is to realize that there is more than a sheep within ourselves, to discover a human being in us and who exactly it is! Once we do we will be naturally able to rearrange our life as if we were born again, as if we were turned from one kind of being into another, much more powerful, one which can actually live to its full potential, one which can change the world, one which will not be manipulated, one which has its own path and will not conform.

Imagine if all people in the world found the real full blooded human in themselves! Oh I certainly believe whoever is plotting a conspiracy to make us slaves to their agenda will have their plans severely disturbed. When the majority of people are barely aware of who they are and hence naturally conformist, they are easy to manipulate. But when you have a nation, a world nation of people who are full blooded ambitious humans in touch with their self and on their fast tracks towards the goals they set out to achieve, many of which due to the ambitious evolutionary nature of a true human include changing the world at large good luck with manipulating them!

This is an incredible realization. There are so many various theories out there, so many wrongs in the world. And the knee jerk reaction to them tends to be emotional - anger, numbness, cynism, an undirected drive of an activist - and in most cases all of this is in vain. You can’t do much to change the reality of the world if you don’t yet know the reality of who you are. How can you use yourself to bring about change if you still didn’t learn who and what yourself is? It’s like trying to go into a car race without knowing how to use the gear changer, or like trying to fly a space ship without knowing how to turn the propulsion on. Sooner or later the space ship you are trying to fly will be caught by the gravity of something bigger - leading you down its own paths and you’ll barely even be aware of it until you hit an asteroid or something. :P

So the prospects of the world are frustrating. Heck, your own life is frustrating! How about changing it all? There is a solution. It is you! You just didn’t find YOU yet. I suggest you take a look at what Brian Kim has to say (check his articles on the left sidebar). It’s really helping me so I figure it might help you too! :)

I’m on my way. :)

Cheers

Improve your life and then the world

Wanna change the world? A good way to start would be to change yourself to the better first. There are a couple of great links on Digg.com right now that make a very nice pair to what I linked to before on this blog. To get to the point, here are the excellent general steps to making yourself and your life better and then as such helping make the world a better place - something a lot of people may, without perhaps realizing so yet, be aspiring to.

When faced with many wrongs in the world people sometimes say “what can I do” assuming the answer to be close to “nothing”. It may be liberating to learn that by just striving to improve yourself and your own life in a real way (not just things like “having more money”) you’re refitting yourself into a potential world-changer. Once your life is in order and you are happy with it, helping change a world is just a matter of deciding to do so - execution wont be too hard.

That said, who am I to give advice? Well I’m not.. I’m just picking up what others have said and connected the dots.. which are quite easy to connect. I convert it into a suggestion because it makes a lot of sense to me and I believe it may help others too. As you may have seen I am impulsive and sometimes probably too emotional, making some of my blog posts and attitudes often, although temporarily, negative. But.. I’m in a process. Nothing is fluid. All this can change to the better.

All things can be better, no matter how bad they may seem or be today.

Finding what you love to do

It’s interesting how significant the right search term on a search engine can be. I searched for “what do you love” and on the first page I found a number of simply excellent articles on this topic that really help me find what I am looking for. And I am looking for more enthusiasm about what I do.. so that I can do it better, because “to do something well you have to like it”. This is such a crucial thing to grasp and research on a way towards success in life and happiness in general.

And I am glad to share the links to articles I’ve found and read here:

  • “How to do what you love?” by Paul Graham, whose articles I’ve read before and have to say he never ceases to make a great impression on me.
  • “How to Do What You Love” by Susan Basalla May from Chronicle.com
  • “How to Find What You Love to Do” by Brian Kim of BrianKim.net self improvement site. And this last one actually offers a practical self by step advice on how to find pretty much exactly what you love to do. Now since Paul Graham warns that most people don’t really find an answer to this so quickly, which makes some sense to me, I’ll take this with a grain of salt. However, the steps are quite constructive and I believe may be a great major step towards finding that golden answer.

An interesting thing about this is when I observe the state in which I currently am with how these writers tend to characterize the state in which most people commonly are. It appears that I am lucky enough to already be a step or two ahead than many people, but I don’t want to claim this as a statement of superiority or anything like that, but rather something I should probably be grateful about (mostly to my parents, their friends and also in some significant part to the Libervis Network community).

I already do a lot of what I at least think is quite close to what I love to do. By being essentially self-employed on the web I can allow myself great freedom of exploration. And Libervis Network is one that has been set up in such a way to allow for great variety in what projects I can do as part of it, because whichever the more clear answer to the question of “what I love doing most” will be it probably wont contradict the fundamental values for which Libervis Network stands for.

And that is just plain awesome! :)

However, I have to admit that while I may be some steps ahead in that sense, I am some steps behind in another, that being my social life. Working on the web and therefore on the computer, this wonderful window to the world and universe at large, I pretty much “forgot” or “neglected” to live in the real world with real people more than I really have to. I am actually increasingly aware of this though and will be attempting to change this situation though. Oh yes I also realize that I failed at fullfilling one, to this related, part of my 2007 new year’s resolution: to find a girlfriend. :D I guess, there’s always next year! 2008 Ftw!

But it will be tricky. Among what motivates me to pursue the answer to this crucial question about myself is that I am finding the financial sustainability of Libervis Network (and hence myself) to still be quite shaky and unstable (all eggs in one basket sort of thing), but to just blindly go gold digging doesn’t seem to me like the best possible way. Among the best ways I am considering to differentiate my funding sources is to start new projects, and I don’t want to start projects which I will quickly lose enthusiasm about - hence the question: What do I really love to do? What will I succeed with the most?

Of course, another big motivation for this pursuit is the realization that I am, well, 23 years old and I can’t forever be just talking about how successful I will or should be in life and riding the waves I somehow created with Libervis so far (and then went struggling to keep myself motivated). I basically need a new wave, perhaps the most profound of all I managed to create so far! I need to rediscover myself again - before years pass by and I end up sitting alone in my room realizing that all this “exploration” I’ve done was actually just drifting… and that all what I’ve supposedly achieved was just luck (or momentary seizures of opportunities combined with crazy (perhaps even lazy) stubborness)..

So.. I will be taking some time soon to really complete the steps from the third article and think this stuff through. I will certainly blog about my discoveries. :)

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year!